Logically, I know that. [His expression was a little sad, but it was soon schooled back to neutral.] Blame it on the foolishness of a soldier, if you wish.

I am willing to take the risk. I know we've talked about how it's your choices as well, to not wish to harm me. [He sighed, smoothing a wrinkle of the coat where it draped over the edge of the couch and toward the floor.] In my whole life, you are only the fourth person I've come to consider a friend, and the fourth to be ripped from me. I... I am so tired of losing people.